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[21 Dec 2004|03:39pm]
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[15 Dec 2004|12:34pm]

i have found a new love. Chocolate covered popcorn. anyways... Moving on.



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[30 Nov 2004|04:40pm]
Favorite BsB by sukimcgregor
SongHow Did I Fall
Your husbandHowie Dorough
Your best friendAJ Mclean
Your mentorNick Carter
Quiz created with MemeGen!

coincidence? ... i think not.
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[28 Nov 2004|09:42pm]
new layout. if you've seen my gj, its the same thing. thank you linds :-*

ant is my voice of reason. damn you!! lol

denise is sending me sand, and sunshine. though i'll have to wait for may for the sun.

raiders playing in the snow = fucking hilarious. although they suck anyways.

*crosses fingers* No work tomorrow???

//: end random.

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[07 Nov 2004|12:00am]
[ mood | cold ]

I have so much to update about, so much to say. but you know what i'm going to do? I'm going to just tell you guys "Hi" and be done with it. If I've talked to you recently, you know what I want to tell you. and If i havn't told you anything, chances are you aren't supposed to know anything.

And people wonder why i'm so random. haha, well at least now you know i'm still alive. Maybe one day i'll go through and do my "Uber post"I was thinking about it, what I could talk about and stuff. and jsut get everything off my chest and out in the open, however, we'll go back to just being simply random, and not talking about anything important. thats safer.


political. you've been warned.Collapse )

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heres your sign, funny shit. [06 Nov 2004|11:56pm]
Criminals are dumb in the first place, these are just morons.Collapse )
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I almost completely agree. [02 Nov 2004|12:22pm]
>Leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfect plan. What we need
>now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this message.
>Robin William's plan...(Hard to argue with this logic!)
>I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for
>peace. So, here's one plan.
>1.) The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their
>affairs, past &present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Tojo, Noriega,
>Milosevic and the rest of those 'good ole boys,' We will never "interfere"
>2.) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with
>Germany, South Korea and the Philippines. They don't want us there. We
>would station troops at our borders. No one sneaking through holes in the
>3.) All illegal aliens have 90 days to get their affairs together and
>leave. We'll give them a free trip home. After 90 days the remainder will
>be gathered up and deported immediately, regardless of who or where they
>are. France would welcome them.
>4.) All future visitors will be thoroughly checked and limited to 90 days
>unless given a special permit. No one from a terrorist nation would be
>allowed in. If you don't like it there, change it yourself and don't hide
>here. Asylum would never be available to anyone. We don't need any more
>drivers or 7-11 cashiers.
>5.) No foreign "students" over age 21. The older ones are the bombers. If
>they don't attend classes, they get a "D" and it's back home baby.
>6.) The US will make a strong effort to become self-sufficient energy
>This will include developing nonpolluting sources of energy but will
>require a temporary drilling of oil in the Alaskan wilderness. The caribou
>will have to cope for a while.
>7.) Offer Saudi Arabia and other oil producing countries $10 a barrel for
>their oil. If they don't like it, we go some place else. They can go
>somewhere else to sell their production. (About a week of the wells
>up the storage sites would be enough.)
>8.) If there is a famine or other natural catastrophe in the world, we
>not "interfere." They can pray to Allah or whomever, for seeds, rain,
>cement or whatever they need. Besides most of what we give them is stolen
>or given to the army. The people who need it most get very little, if
>9.) Ship the UN Headquarters to an isolated island some place. We don't
>need the spies and fair weather friends here. Besides, the building would
>make a good homeless shelter or lockup for illegal aliens.
>10.) All Americans must go to charm and beauty school. That way, no one
>call us "Ugly Americans" any longer. The Language we speak is
>ENGLISH.....learn it...or LEAVE...Now, isn't that a winner of a plan.
>"The Statue of Liberty is no longer saying 'Give me your poor, your tired,
>your huddled masses.' She's got a baseball bat and she's yelling, "YOU
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[29 Oct 2004|11:37pm]
no update today.
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More one liners.. [29 Oct 2004|12:45am]
my update for today: I hate being a woman.

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[27 Oct 2004|07:07pm]
Alright, so today was... miserable. At work anyways... I got to the point where i absolutely HATED my job. I wanted to go home, i wanted to quit, and there was no way i wanted to go back. WEll, then I convinced myself that it was okay, because I really shouldn't be mad. I Dont have to be there forever like most of the people there.

All of the guys at my work are unhappily married. I've come to this conclusion. Jason, today, took my bag cart, and was walking away from the sealer, and i was whining, because I'm a whiner... and he brought it back, he was joking of course, he was all "I couldn't do that to you" i'm a brat, my response was "Good! then dont!!" And he was like "I've come to like you, which is bad" I'm like "Aw, thanks. I think. Why is that bad" and he just smirked and walked away... Chris, is always making cute/funny remarks to me along the lines of liking me and its like whoa. No. Married. Hah. Not even just married, you can work around that... Chris just had a baby. Well, his wife did. And Jason has too Kids. Jason always picks on me because I'm "Eleven years older then seven" its the funniest thing. Because he's "Twenty years older then seven" rawr.

Heathers friend and boyfriend started working in NCR (North Clean Room) and we have similar break times. Now it seems like i'm losing my only friend at work. Well, not only. but only one who can relate to me in the slightest. Because we eat lunch, and have breaks, and its like the two of them talk and talk and talk. And me and Tom, her boyfriend, just sit. and laugh. like outsiders. We all know how much i love feeling like an outsider. So hopefully I'll get used to having them around, be able to be myself around them also. Hopefully it'll get to that point. But Tom doesn't seem like he's too happy with Ashley either. Seriously... unhappy. I dont think I want to get married just because of the fact that the guys never seem happy. Truly happy. Even just serious relationships. Sigh.

So, I think there was more about work I wanted to say, but since I dont remember, I'll move on.

After work I didn't really do much... I went out to eat with my moms. I talked to my aunt, mom, cousin, and came to a conclusion of what i'm doing friday. lol, interesting, let me tell you. I talked to my granpda, he needed to figure something out with his cell phone, so i spent like fifteen minutes trying to figure out how to get him to his menu... turns out he was using the phone and I couldn't because of that fact. I talked to LindZ, she cut her hair! so she is cute again :P God, I slept from the time I got home yestrday, till this morning when i had to go to work, and i feel more out of the loop then anything. I was going to call Bean at work tdoay. apparently I missed out on her "scary, calm, white girl voice" And Now I should really go to bed. I really should. But I dont know if I'm going to. We'll see.

Ch "arry"
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back in the habit [26 Oct 2004|04:36pm]
today was good, for a tuesday anyways. I woke up this morning and decided to go to the other 7-11... i'm evil. I feel bad. Oh well. I bought a french toast toquito, turns out those are nasty. Yep. Also coffee, which was nasty too, but I really needed it. seeing as i didn't sleep more then probably fourty five minutes. ugh. It was a really long day. Jason looked at me, after we got to our station and was like "You're tired" I nodded... he was all "Did you get any sleep last night at all?" Apparently i looked that bad. Ten hours of that place, on less then an hour of sleep... is interesting. Although, for a tuesday, the day went by fairly quick. And I wasn't the only one who thought so. Judy said that she felt bad for me, because usually i'm just talkin off anyone's ear. Anyone who wants to talk, knows to come to my station. because i'll talk about anything.. and today just... i might as well have been dead. Around second break I got a migraine... i'm getting ready to go sleep it off.

My feet hurt so bad today, partly because of the gash i have on the bottom of my left one, and partly because its not normal to stand up constantly for that kind of time... and when i was walking out, i had realized that they were numb... i couldn't feel 'em anymore. well i mean i oculd feel 'em but it felt like i was walking on sand, and they were tingly. lmfao. i was amused. SO i came home, took a really really hot bath. that helped some, thankfully. I also got some more reading done. I'm up to chapter 10 on the OOTP. And then when i got out i took some sleeping pills, ate some Sghetti O's... took a quiz for my sister, apparently i'm James, Harry POtters father. And grabbed a soda. Took my chewable Zoo vitamins!! LOL And decided to update this thing again. Even though I dont have much to say. Just random stuff.

Heads up to those i Play with. My characters might not be on a lot for awhile. I need to concentrate on other things.

Thats all, going to sleep now.

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[25 Oct 2004|07:13pm]
My cat decided to wake me up this morning.... again. its as if she thinks its best for me to wake up a half hour before i have to. like clock work. Its rather annoying, but I love her... so i'll allow it. i Suppose. SO i got up this morning, got dressed, talked to den for a minute then went to seven eleven, like i usually do. WEll, Michael, the guy who works nights there, very nice guy... definetly not my type. As I was paying he was all "Hey, I was actually wondering If i could give you my number" I'm like. "Yeah, i guess, if you want to" rawr. I feel so bad, because I dont know if i'll ever call him. Rawr rawr rawr. And its not like I never see him, i see him on a daily friggin basis. So I walked out and got in my car, and I looked back into the store.. he's like .. dancing. I'm like "Uh." Okay, yes, I'm flattered. Disturbed at the same time.

I went to work, mondays aren't to bad... really. They go by fairly fast, all but the last two hours, after lunch. For those of you who dont know my daily schedule, time wise... let me lay this out for you... i wake up at 410 am .. unless my cat decides i need to wake up at 330... then i have to be at work at 5a. 725a i go on first break, twenty minutes. 1015a I go on second break, twenty minutes also.. 1240p I go on lunch, fourty minutes. Then i'm off at 330p... So yeah. Work was work today... Im not sure if i'm ever really awake there... really. But Jason and I talked about ghost stories and haunted houses and all kinds of Halloween-y things for the first like four hours of todays shift.

Then, after work I went to the DMV to get an emergency voters registration... I spent like an hour there. I was so frustrated. seriously, I just wanted to go home. One of the workers told me "We ask you not to use your cell phone in here" I was Effing texting. And I wasn't bothering any of the people voting early, or anyone in general. I was in a decent mood, just waiting to register so I can vote. So, being the smart ass I am, I put my phone down to me side and continued texting lindsay... without even looking at my phone. Because i'm just that damn talented. Well, that registered a dirty look from her. Its like hey, just because you were born with the dinosaurs doesn't mean you ahve to be bitter to me. Its not my fault you dont know that everyone with anyone worth talking to has a cell phone. Then the lady behind me, and her annoying 4 year old, wouldn't stop smacking their gum. This is a big deal to me. Those noises make me want to puke. and for me to say a child is literally annoying me... means they were that bad. Although, I am now a registered voter. SO if Bush wins, its no longer my fault. RAWR!!! :)

after that i came home, entirely planning on relaxing, going to bed early, and just preparing for tomorrow, which is tuesday. i hate tuesdays. But no. my mother decided we were going to go out to dinner. as a family. Which means my brother was going. Had gone. He makes me absolutely nuts. He never shuts up, and when he does, because someone else has something to say (GOd Forbid) he always has a snide remark. So Kimi had asked me whether I had watched Hallow last night... I replied no, ebcause I didn't get to see it. Figures. I've been waiting nearly a year for it, and i dont get to watch the premiere. fuck me. Anyways, my mom told meto have my brother go under the house and check my cable connection, because thats why i didn't get to watch it. the cable in my room is broken. and he was like "blah blah blah you do it" so ... i just couldn't help myself. My response was "well, if you're useless friends hadn't gone and robbed us, I wouldn't have had to put MY tv in the living room, therfor having to disconnect my cable. so why dont YOU do it." That was the point i got up and left the resteraunt. thank goodness i had taken my own car. I dont feel bad at all. He's an ungreatful prick.

So now i'm sitting here, being mad at myself. I have become someone I dont like. I'm constantly depressed, and always a cinical bitch. even if just in my mind. I'm sick of feeling like I always have to be nice, and I, frankly, am just not fucking ready to grow up. Why should my family expect so much more out of me, then everyone else. This goes to my extended family too. My aunts, my uncles, my cousins, my second cousins... if you need something, ask Charry, she'll help you. She cant say no to us. She has a concience. Well fuck all of you. One day I'll be gone, whether i'm just out of state, or dead in my bed, I'll be gone. And you will have helped in that decision, either way.

The only people who seem to appreciate me in the GOOD OL state of Colorado are LinDz and Kris. And Tyler, but he falls under Kris. Even my "Best friend" is driving me nuts. She seems to only want to talk to me when she needds something that i can offer, or when she's completely out of other things to do. and then gets upset if I dont have the time, energy, or will to hang out with her. Its not fair, it just isn't. Why should my life have to revolve around everyone else? It always has. And the only way I see out of it is moving to california. And even thne my family is going to be mad at me. and they constantly are telling me what an awful idea it is. Why leave a job that pays 13 dollars an hour, garntee'd fourty hours a week... Why? Because Job satisfaction IS in my future. I dont want to be bitter anymore, and I'm a pisces, which means i'm a chameleon... and I spend ten hours a day with a bunch of bitter, catty old women. And I dont want to be that. I dont want to be stuck there just because the money is stable. I ahve goals, i have ambitions... why cant anyone fucking understand that? Why cant they just support me? isn't that what family is supposed to do? Stand behind you one hundred percent? Not mine. In my family they dis-own their daughters for being Lesbian, kick out their daughters for getting beat up by their brother. Rant and rave and scream and threaten over seemingly nothing. They manipulate and use eachother to the point it makes me sick. They smoke, or drink, or take half a million over the counter pills just because it makes them think they're doing something useful. They judge, they whisper, and when it comes right down to it, i'm not entirely sure they care. and "Charry" is stuck right in the fucking middle. People tell me they understand. Fuck that. There are three people who might truly understand me. Or at least the parts of me they know of... and two of them I only know because of this fucking computer. I love my computer, and my mom thinks its what has ruined me. How do I tell her its her and her psycho family that has? How do you tell your own mother that? its not possible. even if i did, I'd hate myself forever for it. So you know what i'll do. I'll just post it in this journal, and let all of you guys judge me. think i'm insane. Call me psycho. Think that I just want you to feel sorry for me. If you think that. Screw you, you obviously dont know me at all.

Okay, so maybe I am upset.

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[24 Oct 2004|11:54am]
CharleneNicolexx: ... i'm not ready for this...
LinDz: you are char.. and when you get scared, Lindz will be right there
CharleneNicolexx: no. lindz will be in texas.
CharleneNicolexx: damnit.
CharleneNicolexx: lol
CharleneNicolexx: *couldn't help myself*
LinDz: don't you dare start that lmao
LinDz: Why do I get so annoyed with mommmm?
CharleneNicolexx: hahaha, welcome to my world what's she doing?
CharleneNicolexx: anything? everything? lol jk
CharleneNicolexx: seriousyl though, whats goin on
LinDz: I don't know, it just feels like she's always right there.. and I'm like goo awaayy lol. I don't know if she does anything, she just makes me rawr.
CharleneNicolexx: shje's like me. doesn't want you to leave *nodnod*
LinDz: *pushes you* you're a punk lol
CharleneNicolexx: we're going to have to make a support group after you leave...
CharleneNicolexx: *stands up* My name is Charlene Nicole and.. and *chokes, sniffles* She was my best friend...
CharleneNicolexx: *sniffle, choke. sits back down*
LinDz: omg, lmao I love it.
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[24 Oct 2004|11:51am]
i really really really really really want Oreos.

thats all.
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Multiple Personality Disorder [23 Oct 2004|12:04am]
Who's been out?????

Okay so who's out first?

No Who was out yesterday.


Yes, Who.

Okay I'm asking you who was out and you're telling me Who?

Yes, Who.

Well who are you?

No I'm not Who, I'm Nobody.


Yes I'm Nobody.

But you cant be nobody, You have to be somebody.

No, Somebody's generally angry.

Who is angry?

No, Who is happy. Angry is also angry.

Of course angry is angry, but your definitely somebody.

No, I'm Nobody.

Ok, let me see if i have this... you're no one.

No I'm Nobody... No One was out this morning.

No one was out?

Yeah, No one.

Will if no one was out, who was i taking to then?

No One.


No- No One.

Something's wrong here...

No, Something has been sleeping for a long time.

Who has been sleeping?

No, Something's been sleeping for awhile. Who was out yesterday.

But something has to be someone, doesn't he?

No, Someone is a he, Something is a she.


Huh is a-sexual.


Yeah, Huh is a-sexual.

(I could keep this going for awhile.. but because we all know how this goes anyway I wont :)
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[21 Oct 2004|09:21pm]
Divide guests into pairs Give each pair a roll of toilet paper. One person wraps the other with the paper, first one to empty their roll wins. Older kids and adults get two rolls, once the first person is wrapped they wrap their partner. Prizes to the first team who empty both rolls.

Guess The Ghost - Great for Young Children
Have one child leave the room. Then take a large sheet and have a different (child) stand and hide under the sheet. Mix up the remaining children in the room and then allow the child who left the room to come back inside. That child has to guess who's the ghost, by process of elimination they need to figure out which child is hiding under the sheet. Then that "Ghost" goes out of the room and a different child becomes the new ghost, mix up the remaining children and repeat until all of the children have had a turn being the ghost.

The Spooky Walk
Cut out pumpkins, witches, ghosts, brooms, scarecrows, and other Halloween symbols. You'll need 1 item per child attending. If you run out of ideas put 2 pumpkins together, 2 witches etc... You can place the cut outs in a circle on the floor or around/on a table. You'll need some haunting music to play, you'll need to be able to turn the music on or off. Have your guests walk around in a circle stepping/standing beside or on the things you cut out. At a random intervals, stop the music and everyone freezes by the item next to them. Then from a hat or jar draw out the name of one of the cut outs, like 2 pumpkins, then the person standing next to the 2 pumpkins would be out of the game. Continue playing the music until there is a winner.
Thanks - McKenna

Halloween - What am I?
For children, pin or tape Halloween-themed pictures on each guest's back without the guest seeing what is on his or her own back. Everyone gives subtle hints to each other and all have to guess who they are (the picture on their back) from the hints. This can be fun for adults, too.
Thanks Alixandra O
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This is hilarious!! [19 Oct 2004|03:58pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

Why did the Chicken Cross the Road? Collapse )

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[16 Oct 2004|02:44pm]
I'm thinking about moving permenantly over to GJ. The_Char, add me. . . I'll probably keep my LJ and just cross post things that people might want over here... dont know yet. just a heads up. The_Char is getting set up... well now. lol!

love ya'z

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[15 Oct 2004|11:53am]
... i got an out of country text message today... and i recieved it around 144a... lol... *rae* which one of you two was it? ;)
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[13 Oct 2004|01:53pm]
I made several bsb icons... okay they're bases. but sitll. and if it wasn't so friggin annoying to post them in here, i would. OH! and my first attempt at animation. its corny, but uber cute. and not so great, i couldn't figure out how to keep the picture showing for more than like a second. but i'll post that one... because i'm weird.

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